I don't need your protection don't force it upon me.
We humans are sentient beings who are able to decide. If that decision does not harm any one but our selves then we should be allowed to make it and it is a crime to stop us.
If I am drunk and try to drive a car, I should be stopped. If I am not and try to drive off a cliff, harming no one but myself, you have got to let me go.
Why are there always people who try to protect us from our free will? Do we really need that protection? I know we make stupid mistakes sometimes and I am all for a hefty discussion with someone who is about to make one. But if after all that you can not find any logical counter argument for the decision this person has obviously made, you have NO RIGHT to interfere.
There are people in this world who have been given a death sentence by a disease that will ultimately kill them in a most horrifying and painful way. Why are there people out there trying to stop them from killing themselves? Why do these people prevent them from taking experimental drugs that have not been tested yet, but give that tiny bit of hope they so desperately need?
Drugs that could save lives now have to pass so many tests that it takes years before any of them can hit the market. Such delays are unacceptable to people who are on their deathbeds right now. Even if you are willing to take the risk of taking such a drug that might end up killing you, you are not allowed to take that risk. Why! Why do these people have the right to decide over your life? Why do they have the power to obstruct science and progress in such drastic ways?
Just tell me why!!
And make me understand.
Perhaps you guys are right after all.
But I doubt it.
been thinking about ending it for a long time even tried a couple of times but now with the holidays and the way my life is going why put it off any longer. i know ill be missed for awhile but then ill be forgot about. so marrychristmas to all and hopefully you have a better life than i did.
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DeleteI agree with you. I want to do this right now. I cant get a shotgun so i need another method
DeleteI agree with you. I want to do this right now. I cant get a shotgun so i need another method
DeleteBe kind to your family and wait till the 26th. best of luck, see you on the other side.
ReplyDeleteWould anyone like end it with me ? if so email me at smigg41@hotmail.co.uk :)
ReplyDeleteSmigg I hope you are still with us now that it is September 1st 2014 let me know if you are at maine_daisey@yahoo.com
DeleteIt's been 2 years since I wrote this and I'm still here. Happier than ever because of Love. I have finally found it. I will not try to talk anyone out of doing this, so if you want to chat. About anything, my phone number has changed. 772-532-4434. Peace to all who seek it. No matter how they choose to find it
DeleteI just read this article and its given me a lot of clarity. Ive been contemplating this for many years and I feel as though I finally have the courage. It is my choice to live and its my choice to die. Im not worried about the people that love me and that I love because once the initially pain and shock wears off, they will go back to their lives and forget ( which is good because they deserve to have good lives without the memory of me and my pain stricken life). I am done here on this earth and im ready for the other side.
ReplyDeleteI;ve always been so envious of people who manage to find the courage to go through with it, to actually kill themselves.
I want to leave them with bits of me to remember.
If anyone knows where to get carbon monoxide please let me know I am in South Africa.
If anyone wants to skype and do it together or walk the end of this journey with me, comment here.
You don't want to kill yourself like that or any other way.Depression sucks but it will pass.Plus if you have a catalytic converter on your car ,breathing the exhaust won't kill you,just make you sick and give you a bad head ache.Please let the feelings you have pass,and they will...
ReplyDeleteThe thing that I found that made it very pleasurable actually is I took 300+ assorted pills and then ate an entire container of medical marijuana edibles (infused not coated) it was a large jar and I ate like 6 and the recommendation was one. Although I was throwing up everything and my lungs filled up with fluid it was absolutely wonderful. I just thought of dying that happy. Didn't die though, obviously. It's a miricle I lived apparently, although it's mostly because I was found so quickly and I didn't take enough. So if in need definitely do that, although I recommend not mixing a bunch of different pills. Definitely go for sleeping pills and all sleeping pills. The tylinol as a reassurance is good. Also one girl I met in the hospital took like a very scary amount of an inhaler. She very nearly died too and had to completely switch out her blood using a needle to her heart from the side of her neck because her blood became poison. So both cases just do more than you think is overkill, and don't not die. I was in the hospital for a month, unconscious for a week of it, on a air thing because my lungs filled with fluid and being fed with a tube in my nose. I didn't have an appitite at all for several months and while in the hospital constantly shitting myself and throwing up. Basically if you aren't SURELY going to die don't do it. But the way I did was very pleasant and almost effective, just don't fuck up.
ReplyDeleteFrom the day we are born we're told what to do. We live to pay bills & survive. One sure thing in life is you will die, so why not choose your own ending. Choose your own how, when & where. End your life story the way you want it to cuz it's the only 1 choice in life you can really make without anyone else's permission. I have chosen my own ending & only I know the how, when & where 💔
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DeleteAnyone in Michigan want to join me?
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Are you still here?
DeleteIf you can come to pa we can do it together
DeleteIf you can come to CT, we can do it together
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ReplyDeleteYep.. feeling the same way about my life. Every day I feel like I want to die. Sick of it, people who have never felt this way just don't get it.. it's understandable, but they should not try to tell us what we need to "think"
DeleteIt all totally sucks I know
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ReplyDeleteI live in mercersburg pa does anyone want to leace this world of pain with me
ReplyDeleteI dob
DeleteNot sure if you already killed yourself or not but it does seem like it would be easier for me and more comfortable.
DeleteI can relate to this very much! Anyone looking to go in Canada is welcome to contact me, life can be pretty crappy. I'll listen. 54342112movingpicsatgmail
ReplyDeleteWhat do u mean go to Canada? I really need something new to do w myself or I'm going to kill myself!
DeleteI need out. Have a chronic illness that I've battled for years. I want out but hoping for a way that my family won't know it's suicide. I can do a slow dance as long as I'm not suffering for too long. Any ideas?
ReplyDeleteSomeone told me to move to Holland and establish some sort of citizenship status to do it legally with a little dignity. Cured me of that shit pretty quick. Now, I smoke tons of weed, drink a ton of beers, and am incredibly anti social for a purpose. I figured I'll do it legally even if I sacrifice the whole dignity thing, it's fun as shit too. My pancreas is starting to do bad things so its def working and feels numb anyway from the I.v. painkillers they put in the drip (pancreas hurts more than I'd be comfortable explaining). This is just me though.
DeleteBut as for anyone giving you any advice on snuffing yourself out with a gun or cyanide,,,etc., there may be certain legalities (or fear of them) that stops most people as you can see.
You have the occasional dip-shit who does it probably, but what "really" depressed person would want to go to prison (or risk it). And you can say.."well I don't care anyway"....please believe me, you'll truly fucking care when the "mean muggin" starts..... Although it is quicker probably to die in prison.
Anyway,,,no matter what, I hope you all find a better path,,even if only better by a degree or two.
I hate you fucking people,,good luck though.
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DeleteThat was a good one
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ReplyDeleteIam ready to go! I have tried so it's not like I just don't like my life! On so sad all the time! I have no place to live so I need to find a new places anyways!!
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ReplyDeleteThat's me. I didn't remove. Could someone tell me why?
Anyway, I am going out. For reasons that have merit.
Not to downplay any else's pain. But with me it's just a matter of time. According to my doctors.
I would really like a way out that serves a purpose.
Like caring for an Ebola victim. Going to a very dangerous place and helping victims before I become one.
Has anyone tried this?
I posted on a rape help website. Asking for information about resources. My first thing happened when I was 6.5 years old.
DeleteAnd there's been other things by other people. So I wanted information. They deleted both posts and denied me an account. They said I had to be 16 to have an account.
I called two doctors, but they didn't want to see me. One said it would be $600-800 for her to see me.
Diarrhea used to kill a lot of people. You just poop yourself to death.
I did call the rape hotline. I was telling the lady what happened to me. And we were both crying our eyes out on the phone.
DeleteBut she couldn't tell me where I could go.
Iv got the gun and its time to just do it already
ReplyDeleteIf you've got two and are in CT, let's do this
DeleteI wanna leave this hell hole so bad everyone is better off without me ughthere is no god so i just wanna leave this earth and b done with it already ugh!!!!
ReplyDeleteGreat read. It's time. 30 years it's been coming.
ReplyDelete"And if the mist ever let's the sun through, I just hope I did the right thing for me and you"
Anyone in South Carolina want to log out w me
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ReplyDeleteSleeping pills don't know which ones to get ready to go
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ReplyDeleteI'm going to kill myself. I have no friends and my family hates me. I have no future but pain, and loneliness. I just have one issue. I have pets that I live more than anything. I can talk to them and they don't hate me, and they return the affection and care I give them. I have a hamster, three fish and a kitten. I can't trust my family with them. And u don't want to take them to a shelter because I want to make sure that they get all the care they deserve. If you have any ideas, please text me. I don't care if I get Catfished or anything cause I'm going to die anyway. 330-842-9514 I know no one's going to talk. I'm just a pathetic pile of shit anyway. But no harm in trying.
ReplyDeleteI feel you I really do:/
DeleteI want to die does anyone want to join me
ReplyDeleteIm ready to go. What stat you live in
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DeleteSo yeah I have been thinking about "catching the bus" for a while now. I'm ready to "buy my ticket." I'm 13, life will not get any better by now. I lost my bestfriend, everyone hates me. I hate myself. I have an amazing boy that loves me, my mom has never really favorited me. I won't be missed is what I always tell myself, is it true though? I need help. Can someone give me advice? Am I to young? Do I have more to live for? But yeah I may be ready but I need some opinions?
ReplyDeleteHow can I go without anyone seeing anything terrible.im a burden to everyone, and they know it, but I don't want anyone stopping me.
ReplyDeleteIt's awful too, if they find your body. They take a bone saw and cut you open. Take all of your organs out, squeeze all of your poop out of your intestines. Then they have an 'organ bag' they plop all of your organs into in your abdomen. Cut the top of your head off and take your brain out and weigh it. I think if a mountain lion ate me, it would be a merciful death. They hold you in their claws and bite your throat or your head. Then eat you. So for me, no bone saw.
DeleteSometimes those people rape you when you are dead even. So I think to be killed by a big cat would be quick and merciful.
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ReplyDeleteI am gonna keep this short.But yea it's all gone horribly wrong for me .Im 54 now and I guess I may have 20 yrs of natural life left.
ReplyDeleteThing is my life's in bits and I don't want to be around another day alone and poor.
But self termination is not easy.Even tougher folks than me doin life prison can't bring themselves to it.
Some can most can't .
I think to jump would be good way to go.Bug fear factor to overcome but.Reminds me of those folks falling out of the twin towers.For them it was jump or burn.Crap I'll never forget watching that like it was a movie.
I'm just thinking slow self destructive behaviour is my only way.I think of pills and jump if I can get the right stuff.
See yee all on the other side folks one day
I just don't see the point anymore. It's all so absurd and I'm caught up in it
ReplyDeleteI think you got it right. Life is absurd an there is no point. You have to make one yourself.
DeleteWhy you are all caught up in it is because you are doing too many things at once. Figure out what is really important to you and focus your attention to that.
But that's just my thoughts on it.
I'm from Missouri and wanna die anyone wanna go with me???
ReplyDeleteI'm from Missouri and wanna die anyone wanna go with me???
ReplyDeleteHow many 7.5 zopliclone do I need to take? Will just the zopliclinend be enough by itself
ReplyDeleteMy youngest daughter took your advice sir. Xannex and moonshine. And now thanks to you and people like you and your site,she no longer graces us with her presence. She was severely depressed and took as many as 25 pills and drank just under a qt.of moonshine. Proceeded to bed,passed out face down and smothered herself. I am looking for a way to reunite myself with her and think you have given me the way. Ty
ReplyDeleteSorry for your loss.
DeleteI don't think I have ever suggested Xanex and moonshine and falling face down to smother yourself. But I suppose some people here are thankful for your sharing of this information.
I personally think that depression is the worst reason to kill yourself and I take every opportunity I can to say so.
Also I am of a firm belief that if you die, that's it. No afterlife, no life, no more experiences. Deciding to kill yourself to reunite yourself with a deceased loved one is therefore right next to the first unwise reason to kill yourself. I do understand that people of other persuasions might see things differently. But after all as said in this article, it is your life and I wish you all the best.